Still love white colour kinda blogskin! :D
Had an awesome awesome weekend!　
Too bad to those who miss out :)

So happy that Steven , Xuan bin , Germain , Desmond and Jeremy came for parachute band! HAHA!

&& the coolest thing is Pst How led his dad to Christ! How cool is that man!
If Pastor How can do it! So can I :D


Can't believe that Os are over!
Studying is totally OUT of syllabus :D


& I am starting work tmw!! :) Whatever my hands find to do, do it heartily unto the Lord not unto men!
Giving my best tomorrow and the days to come!

J co donut is going to be so blessed having me!

&I just simply love God! He's so awesome!

And I really am HAPPY!
I am such a blessed person! :)

I have everything that I need!


& that's God! :)

♥ 3:12 AM;

God is a 100% GOOD God!

I got 2 CCA POINTS (:
If you're thinking what's the big deal, then let me tell you!
It's a great big deal considering that I skipped almost 2 years of dance..

:D
Here comes the drama....

When Mrs Cheong said that she was going to give us the CCA points slip to check again. I knew I was getting 1 point because the previous time my teacher let us check, I had 1 point only!!

IT WAS 1 POINT!!!

So I was so not excited to get it back as it will only remind me that I am getting 1 point ONLY. And the whole wide world, is all getting 2 cca points. I was quite sad and demoralised at first. I guess it's pretty normal.. Cos I'm not ultra spritual, super holy. I even had regrets for skipping dance so much.

HOWEVER, with God all things are possible (:

When the slip was in my hand, I looked at it and saw that I got 20 points which is A2. And the column next to it says that I am getting 2 CCA points!!

Such a surreal moment....
I checked the details to tell myself that it was real.
When I saw my name there written so clearly and I am rewarded 2 CCA points, I felt like happiest person on this world!

All my puny problems all faded away..


I went ard telling people but instead of getting congratulations, I invited unnecessary scoldings! (MARILYN.T)
Almost everyone didn't believe that this is even possible.. I mean, even I myself, cannot believe it..

20 points! If I get 1 point less , I will only have 1 CCA point.

So obvious...

Who else made this possible other than God?

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Had a fruitful study outing with S and H!


ENGLISH PRELIMS IS COMING (:


So much to do (cluster papers & TYS ) , so little time (40 days)


Arghhhh, the 40 days is besides the point..


I AM SO NOT PREPAREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

I don't have formulaes and answers at my finger tips ! Probably, they are at my toes!


Okay, this post is only making me more stress , worried , anxious , fearful!

Okay, I can do it!!!

With God's strength (:

GOOD NIGHT

♥ 1:53 AM;

I need to improve my English , Mathematics , Science , Humanities and my Chinese!


Not just improve, I need to master them!

I am so behind my study plan... I wish money can buy time!

How to improve my english? Love Mrs Cheong more.

♥ 2:11 AM;

Seems like a longlong time since I last blogged..

& 4am is the best time to emo about how this house feels so cold and empty right now.

Everything just happened in 1 week.. Adding on to the stress of my O levels..

I am extremely stressed over O levels! I don't want to imagine myself getting back my results and feeling like it's the end of the world again.

Before I took my Chinese O levels, I said "retaking is not in my dictionary" and after getting my results, I really fell hard. It sucks to be reminded of the disappointment that I got. I wondered if my expectations are too high..

And then God appears in the picture , like how He always did (:

Nothing is ever too big for God. God believes in me even when I don't believe in myself. God wants me to learn how to trust Him even in times like this. God ways are always higher than our ways and His thoughts are always higher than our thoughts. My future is secured in His hands.

I can do all things! through Christ who strengthens me :) The main point is behind..

But then again, the thoughts of me unable to do my physics worksheets and always unable to top in class in any subject makes me feel small all over again. And as if it's not enough, the thought of O levels is a competition makes me feel worse.

Satan is best at all these; to steal, kill and destroy all my hopes and all my dreams!

But God is my Redeemer, He redeems everything that rightfully belongs to me! That is, Victory!


I'm a child of a 100% good God!


Tough and challenging year, but what's the big deal?
I'm an overcome, more than a conqueror in God ((:

TOODLES!


P.s I do miss my mother.. & I do wonder if she's still awake..


He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He is the God that I always talk about..

♥ 4:09 AM;

HAHA, Chinese O levels result is coming out and English O levels Oral is coming...

I still remembered saying that English Oral is not that difficult as compared to Chinese when i had chinese oral..
I guess that was a lie because I got 11/30 for my MYE when I thought I did pretty well..

The stress is here, I feel so helpless!

English is a subject I cannot eliminate...

I cannot imagine what will happen if I really do badly for my Chinese O levels. I don't want to imagine what will happen if I screw my English Oral. I just don't want to ruin my future..

Blah, more of I want to go a good JC. Actually, not really...


It's so unfair how I want to go a JC with people that I know and how everyone else just wants to make it to a good JC. I can't imagine and I don't want to imagine how life will be... Will everyone change just like how all my primary school friends changed since they went secondary school.

I'm so not prepared for an emotional roller coaster ride again..



I just want to do well so I am at least qualified to go schools that people I know go.

Am I stupid or what?

Or what..




It's August, it's unbelievable! Time is flying faster than ever...



I'm more than a conquerer in God!
I'm an overcomer!!



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♥ 8:29 PM;