dashing dreams

2010-05-16T01:40:00.003+08:00

Who still blogs?!?!

well I do! :)

Sometimes being in a JC, the desire to be the best can be quite overwhelming but at the end of the day, I will keep reminding myself again and again that I want to be the best to glorify God and not to feed my own ego.

and I will constantly ask myself, "What is the 1st priority in my life?" just in case studies accidentally take God's place.

Because I know that when I am with God, I can be the last in school and still secured knowing that I am not any less than the rest. :) Simply because my grades don't define me, God does.

Without God, I am nothing but with Him, I am everything :)

Heh heh! Love my life :)

CNY :d

2010-02-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! to I don;t know who! I mean whoever who reads this!

Went to Sam Lim's house today to bainian with Sam woo and Huimin! Had an awesome time lazing ard her very-comfortable sofa! And we left 6 oranges at her house! Hahaha

Then went to Germain's house with Siying.. There was so many people I am lazy to name. Amanda came too :D
And we met his super-duper-extremely-cute 6 years old cousin called .. I can't rmb :/ Cos its some japanese name! But she is soooooooooooo cute! I want her so much as my daughter :D

Went to Sakae for dinner and obviously din eat much!
Sakae is damn expensive!~

Went home and I am so extremely saddddddddddddddddddddddd that there's school tomorrow!

I need to be hardworking man! I need to be!

Rawr~ JC life is annoyingly annoying!

2010-02-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

This is retarded because who still blogs man! But whatever..
I do what I feel like doing..

JC life is not that bad YET! But obviously the stressful parts have yet to come! :/

I'm okay with my class but I'm missing my friends like crazy!

I really do :(

especially marilyn.T & Huixian!

Well, I have come to a conclusion that separation is just part and parcel of life.

And looking back, I somehow regretted choosing JC!

I used to wanna go to a JC cos I miss studying!

Now that lessons have started, I guess I prefer poly! Cos whatever I'm learning now might not even apply to what I wanna do in future.

That's just my thoughts and stuff like that.

But since I chose this road then I better do my best go get straight As!

gtg to watch my show :D

A new beginning..

2010-01-15T19:06:00.002+08:00

For the 1st time the last 10 years, I have freedom in the January month like now!
I have mixed emotions about this! Seeing secondary school students early in the morning in their uniforms feels weird.
I'm 17 this year! and 2 years down the road, I'm going to university! And after that, I'll be working!
Time is flying real fast!
& the road of a JC's life is going to kill me.
1) The school is SO FAR from my house
2) Next year is A levels

Can't wait for school to start yet I feel sad that my holidays are ending..
I better make full use of this holiday! :)

I can't be lazy anymore!
STRETCH~

:)

:)

2009-12-23T01:05:00.003+08:00

Had dinner with Sheri and went to her house to slack! :)

Then after that I went to Shermaine's house!! :D
Had a great time hanging out with her :))

Miss the old primary school days when I visit her house everyday after school.
I even rmbed getting scolded by her grandma for serving drinks myself! HEHE.
And even peeing in my pants there.

HAHA and the cupboard with mirror that I use to admire myself is still there even though everything else changed! HAHAHA..

& Her mum look the same, but her brother grew alot fatter!

So happy that we are still good friends after 4 years in different school..

Hahha, really enjoyed myself today! :)

meet up real soon okayyy, Shermaine Goh! hahahah!

2009-12-22T02:58:00.002+08:00

It is time to return to that place where I love the most.

2009-12-22T02:57:00.001+08:00

I am part of the "Fellowship of the Unashamed."

The die has been cast.

I have stepped over the line.

The decision has been made.

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ.

I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.

My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure.

I am finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, chintzy giving, and dwarfed goals,

I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity.

I now live by presence, lean by faith, love by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.

My pace is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions few, my Guide reliable, my mission clear.

I cannot be bought, compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back, diluted, or delayed.

I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I must go until Heaven returns, give until I drop, preach until all know, and work until He comes.

And when He comes to get His own, He will have no problem recognizing me.

My colors will be clear.

2009-12-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

The withdrawal symptoms of this show is killing me!

It has been a thousand years since I'm so addicted to a show..

Just kill me! This show is killing me!

But that's because it's really an awesome show.

It has been on my mind since I woke up today and before I sleep.

I hate this helpless feeling but I can't help it!!

hahaha no worries! I'm not crazy! Maybe for this few days only :D

Holidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

2009-12-02T13:21:00.002+08:00

My nightmare has finally arrived! Anw is bound to arrive..
But I'm moving on :)

I'm enjoying my holidays very much!

Yesterday was so fun! Went out with Huimin , Joey , Sam Woo , Maverick , Marcus , Wei Liang, Jeanette,Nelia , Mabel and Wei Qi!

HAHA!

We had a great cheap steamboat buffet and went to skypark , I think!
HAHA

The most exciting part where sam woo and huimin went home, was watching the 3D horror video that is 360 degree around the room.

Jeanette was so funny!

Can't describe any further.. You got to be there to laugh and to cry!

Cos the 3D video was REALLY SCARY!

maybe not so for the guys, eps weiqi.

I'm going out with weiling in 1h 30 mins time!

Gonna find sam woo @ Jco donut :DDD

I love life man!

(cant wait for bbq later too! )

I smell like donut :(

2009-12-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

Highlight of the day!!

~~I STARTED WORK IN JCO DONUT.~~

NAH! The highlight is the celebration!!

Had so much fun with the DL zone people! And also Sam Teo, Huimin and etc!

Even though its just a meal @ Astons!!

And SAM WOO was working with me :DD

Many things happened but too lazy to type!

The bus ride home was more exciting with Sam Teo and company!!

I earned 40$ today! Hiphip hurray!

(and spent 10$ on astons! )

PARACHUTE BAND!

2009-11-30T03:12:00.003+08:00

Still love white colour kinda blogskin! :D
Had an awesome awesome weekend!　
Too bad to those who miss out :)

So happy that Steven , Xuan bin , Germain , Desmond and Jeremy came for parachute band! HAHA!

&& the coolest thing is Pst How led his dad to Christ! How cool is that man!
If Pastor How can do it! So can I :D

Can't believe that Os are over!
Studying is totally OUT of syllabus :D

& I am starting work tmw!! :) Whatever my hands find to do, do it heartily unto the Lord not unto men!
Giving my best tomorrow and the days to come!

J co donut is going to be so blessed having me!

&I just simply love God! He's so awesome!

And I really am HAPPY!
I am such a blessed person! :)

I have everything that I need!

& that's God! :)

GOD IS GOOD!

2009-09-17T01:53:00.005+08:00

God is a 100% GOOD God!

I got 2 CCA POINTS (:
If you're thinking what's the big deal, then let me tell you!
It's a great big deal considering that I skipped almost 2 years of dance..

:D
Here comes the drama....

When Mrs Cheong said that she was going to give us the CCA points slip to check again. I knew I was getting 1 point because the previous time my teacher let us check, I had 1 point only!!

IT WAS 1 POINT!!!

So I was so not excited to get it back as it will only remind me that I am getting 1 point ONLY. And the whole wide world, is all getting 2 cca points. I was quite sad and demoralised at first. I guess it's pretty normal.. Cos I'm not ultra spritual, super holy. I even had regrets for skipping dance so much.

HOWEVER, with God all things are possible (:

When the slip was in my hand, I looked at it and saw that I got 20 points which is A2. And the column next to it says that I am getting 2 CCA points!!

Such a surreal moment....
I checked the details to tell myself that it was real.
When I saw my name there written so clearly and I am rewarded 2 CCA points, I felt like happiest person on this world!

All my puny problems all faded away..

I went ard telling people but instead of getting congratulations, I invited unnecessary scoldings! (MARILYN.T)
Almost everyone didn't believe that this is even possible.. I mean, even I myself, cannot believe it..

20 points! If I get 1 point less , I will only have 1 CCA point.

So obvious...

Who else made this possible other than God?

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Had a fruitful study outing with S and H!

ENGLISH PRELIMS IS COMING (:

So much to do (cluster papers & TYS ) , so little time (40 days)

Arghhhh, the 40 days is besides the point..

I AM SO NOT PREPAREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

I don't have formulaes and answers at my finger tips ! Probably, they are at my toes!

Okay, this post is only making me more stress , worried , anxious , fearful!

Okay, I can do it!!!

With God's strength (:

GOOD NIGHT

2:10am

2009-09-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

I need to improve my English , Mathematics , Science , Humanities and my Chinese!

Not just improve, I need to master them!

I am so behind my study plan... I wish money can buy time!

How to improve my english? Love Mrs Cheong more.

2009-08-29T04:09:00.002+08:00

Seems like a longlong time since I last blogged..

& 4am is the best time to emo about how this house feels so cold and empty right now.

Everything just happened in 1 week.. Adding on to the stress of my O levels..

I am extremely stressed over O levels! I don't want to imagine myself getting back my results and feeling like it's the end of the world again.

Before I took my Chinese O levels, I said "retaking is not in my dictionary" and after getting my results, I really fell hard. It sucks to be reminded of the disappointment that I got. I wondered if my expectations are too high..

And then God appears in the picture , like how He always did (:

Nothing is ever too big for God. God believes in me even when I don't believe in myself. God wants me to learn how to trust Him even in times like this. God ways are always higher than our ways and His thoughts are always higher than our thoughts. My future is secured in His hands.

I can do all things! through Christ who strengthens me :) The main point is behind..

But then again, the thoughts of me unable to do my physics worksheets and always unable to top in class in any subject makes me feel small all over again. And as if it's not enough, the thought of O levels is a competition makes me feel worse.

Satan is best at all these; to steal, kill and destroy all my hopes and all my dreams!

But God is my Redeemer, He redeems everything that rightfully belongs to me! That is, Victory!

I'm a child of a 100% good God!

Tough and challenging year, but what's the big deal?
I'm an overcome, more than a conqueror in God ((:

TOODLES!

P.s I do miss my mother.. & I do wonder if she's still awake..

He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He is the God that I always talk about..

2009-08-17T20:29:00.004+08:00

HAHA, Chinese O levels result is coming out and English O levels Oral is coming...

I still remembered saying that English Oral is not that difficult as compared to Chinese when i had chinese oral..
I guess that was a lie because I got 11/30 for my MYE when I thought I did pretty well..

The stress is here, I feel so helpless!

English is a subject I cannot eliminate...

I cannot imagine what will happen if I really do badly for my Chinese O levels. I don't want to imagine what will happen if I screw my English Oral. I just don't want to ruin my future..

Blah, more of I want to go a good JC. Actually, not really...

It's so unfair how I want to go a JC with people that I know and how everyone else just wants to make it to a good JC. I can't imagine and I don't want to imagine how life will be... Will everyone change just like how all my primary school friends changed since they went secondary school.

I'm so not prepared for an emotional roller coaster ride again..

I just want to do well so I am at least qualified to go schools that people I know go.

Am I stupid or what?

Or what..

It's August, it's unbelievable! Time is flying faster than ever...

I'm more than a conquerer in God!
I'm an overcomer!!

BKJFJAFJLSJLKFJSDKLJFLKJSL!

2009-07-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

Such an honour and privilege to be in Heart Of God church :)

Service with Pastor How today was AWESOME.

No limitations! My faith level went up ten times , like steriously! :D
Seems like a long time that I felt this way! Heh heh!

When you see a half-filled cup,
don't see it as half empty or half full. See it as not enough!

I salute my Pastors!
As Pastor How preached 2 powerful sermons today :)

Rev. Dr. Ar Bernard came yesterday and ushering was shiok. && The atmosphere was overwhelming!
Even the atmosphere today was as great!

HA HA HA!

love my pastors very muchhhhhhhiexxzxz.

& loving my life veryvery much(:

Meeting God @ our secret place.

xoxo,
VHCOG
(very happy child of God)

2009-07-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

Just reading the ldr's blog and I read something real cool from Dominic's blog:

"What is required in a battle to win?

What does it mean to endure to the end?

How high must I go to topple the peak?

How low is the low that threatens my reach?

What number of days are enough to endure?

How saved must I be before I am pure?

How long must I look to see the daylight?

How dark must it get to escape the cold night?

How far must I crawl before I can walk?

How long must I listen before I can talk?

How long do I walk before I can run?

How hard do I work before I am done?

How much pain must I suffer before there's relief?

How much faith do I need to cease unbelief?

How lost must I be before I am found?

How free must I be so as not to be bound?

How many tears have to fall before I stop crying?

How many wounds have to pierce me before I stop dying?

How lonely must I get before comfort is felt?

How many hills must I look to before I see help?

MY LORD……

For as long as you remain the Lord of all things,

For as long as you are the King of all Kings.

Until You receive Glory and all battles are won,

Until I know that Your Will has been done.

That is how long…how high and how low ~

How deep…how wide and how far I will go.

Until I have drawn my last breath on this earth,

I will press toward the mark to show You my worth.

From you Lord there is nothing that can tear me apart,

Because I dedicate to You, Lord, My Warrior's Heart. "

2009-07-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

This is the day the LORD has made;
We will rejoice and be glad in it.

O levels is driving me nuts... like finally :(

2009-07-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

压力终于来了！明天是0水准口试，我没有心理准备阿! 总觉得都太迟了.我早就应该努力学习!我真是自掏枯枝! 耶稣救命啊! 我真地感到很压力! 回想起来,我真的不觉得我会做好华文0水准. 我还记得自己没有做完考卷!不可以拿A1了!

我真的要缝了！神啊！救救我吧！

只剩下三个月! 我什么课目都不好!死定了!

洪翎育启!

I am insane! Off to mug :)

Are you a giver or a taker?

2009-06-21T23:28:00.004+08:00

This video is so powerful, that tree is just like Jesus.

Watch this and be blown away: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zupqg3n0d7k

2009-06-13T03:24:00.001+08:00

Enjoying my holidays very much.

Wish that this could go on forever, just like the roller coaster and ferris wheel at the background.

Diversityyyyyyyyy!

2009-06-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

I feel goooood (: Chinese O levels just ended. & By faith, I won't be retakingggggg :)

BY FAITH. haha.

Holiday just startedddddddd, so much extra lessons, no slack. But I just feel so slack right now. HEHE.

Went to watch Britain's Got Talent and realised that Susan Boyle din win! The dance group diversity won. Ohmymamama, they rock man. They rule. They dance better than chinese dance or modern dance. HAHA.

They are REAL COOL. After watching them, beryl is no longer cool. HAHA. They are the solid one.

go www.youtube.com and watch Diversity!

HAHAHA. Today shall be my last holiday. HAHAHA. I am gonna start mugging soon (:

If you believe me...

Someone's watching over me

2009-05-11T01:43:00.004+08:00

I always loved this song ((:

Someones watching over me - Hilary Duff

I found myself today
Oh, I found myself
And ran away
Something pulled me back
Voice of reason
I forgot I had

All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
And it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No, I wont break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

I've seen that bright light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me

All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment
To my dreams

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high

And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself
And follow your heart

That I wont give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over me

Oh, yeah oh...

Someone's watching over me

2009-05-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

what happens when you can't find the model answer?

2009-04-17T01:55:00.004+08:00

God must have really been heartbroken.

Just read some random blog that is really pretty hurting.
It's hurting not for the fact that she criticised God like nobody's business but the fact that she doesn't know how much God loves her.

........

Life is good, its great.
God is good, He's awesome.

Things haven't been going the way I wanted it to be.
But God is still good.

Many christians get angry with God when something bad happens or when their prayers don't come to past. They always seem to forget what Jesus had done for them on the cross.

I don't want to treat God so lightly. At the end of the day, I know God will forgive me. But it's not even about that, it's about my love for God. If you love someone, you won't hurt that person. Same for God.

I want my love for God to not depend on my emotions or even the circumstances I am in.
It's easy to love God when everything is good, but its another thing to love God when everything is bad.

When bad things happen, I always wished I can be as strong as Pastor Lia and tell God I'm okay.

God, I'm okay! :) I'll be okay! :D

Good friday.

2009-04-11T02:07:00.003+08:00

It was good, it was great.

One word from God is really a thousand times better than any word said by any people.

Ushering today was really fun (:

& I have got to grow & breakthrough.

BERYL QUICK GROW!

Screams and murders!
I have lesson @ 9am tomorrow!

2009-04-09T19:45:00.002+08:00

easter is coming! Be prepared to recieve many egggs :D

i'm sososo excited for easter service!!!

<3

2009-03-17T02:03:00.006+08:00

Yeah! It's definitely more fun with them around :D

This time, I'm really moving on in life :)
It's not gonna be easy...
but God, I know You will bring me through..

2009-03-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

just 3 simple words,
i love You

THE MACBOOK IS SO FUN!

2009-03-05T00:46:00.001+08:00

im a NSK! Neighbourhood School Kiddddddieexz!

Don't focus that it is 2 face but look at it as if it is 1 face. That is how I will look if I don't stop eating so much!

When I manifest! So don't try me!

My brother is so adorable!

VALENTINES' DAYYYY (:

2009-02-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome valentines' day on saturday! (:

Vickie and Randy cameeeee to church and it was so hilarious because we laugh at the lamest things.. trust me.. it was really lamest things! HAHAHA.
I totally enjoy it man! Wonder if Randy is still having his fever!~ Hmmm!

2009-02-09T00:54:00.001+08:00

I HATE THE DEVIL! I HATE SATAN! I HATE THEM!

I REALLY DO!

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

2009-01-31T01:10:00.002+08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Soup of the day!

2009-01-28T22:34:00.003+08:00

Ruth's room, Ruth's specs, Ruth's bible :D

ENTERTAINMENT:

Please be very entertained! Thank you! HAHAHA.

I think I look hilarious (not fat).

HAPPY CNY :)

2009-01-26T10:16:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

I just got my 1st 3 ang baos :D
I'm now at my grandma's house waiting for my uncle to come :DDD There's really nothing much we can do here. Only my grandma and my uncle is in this house.
Result of boredommm!
Let's see...
You can see an altar outside the room, and you can see a beautiful girl in front and a monster behind. HAHAHA.

ZONE D REUNION DINNER

2009-01-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

The reunion dinner was awesomeeeeeee! & the food was also very awesome! hehe.

2009-01-23T21:43:00.002+08:00

to add on,

3 years have passed and my very pretty friend have been feeling sad every year after CNY. This year is gonna be slightly different, I assure youuuuuu :) History shall not repeat itself.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :)

I believe..

2009-01-19T23:53:00.001+08:00

I believe, In the power of Your name,
I believe, In the promise of faith,
I believe, In the love of a God,
Jesus my Saviour, I believe, I believe.

:)

2009-01-14T20:12:00.003+08:00

They never fail to bring a smile to my face :)

2009!

Fear says that it is impossible, but
Faith says that all things are possible through Christ who strengthens me!

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2009-01-01T02:45:00.003+08:00

WELCOME

2009 !!

Happy New Year everyone!

Had an awesome countdown in church today. The best thing is to spend the last day, last hour, last minute, last second and first day, first hour, first minute, first second of a year with the people you love (: 2008 have passed, really fast.

It's so sweet because D1 is more than a CG or friends. We are really a family :D Really love heart of God church, really love D1! really love the people that I know even though I may not be exactly close to you. They really mean a lot to me :) Though there may be conflicts at time, but you know what? Conflicts can NEVER separate this relationship and bond we have between us :)

When 2009 came, I just thought back abit for 2008, and really, last year accelerated. There are really times where our life just hits the lowest valley, but God just lift us up again.

This place is really where we laugh and cry together, literally (:

I love Heart of God church, I love this family that I have and I will never ever trade this for any thing else!

Thinking back for 2008, God is really faithful (:
His footprints was everywhere in my life! God is great :)

2008 had been awesome,

BUT 2009 will be better :)

2008 accelerated,

BUT 2009 will pass even faster!

Are you prepared?

My God is an awesome God (:

2008-12-27T01:23:00.002+08:00

God is really a good God (:

When I just feel so so so lost because I lost my wallet that contains $70, I just felt like crap.
However, I just believe that God is able to find it, because .. COMEON , He's God. & I believe that He is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think. So I just prayed and believe that a miracle will happened. I prayed on 26th december morning and ask God that I really wish to get back my wallet ASAP.
And guess what? 3 hours later someone called my school and my school called me up and tell me that someone found my wallet and at night I went to collect back the wallet (:

$70 eh! Who will so nice return to people somemore walk all the way to the Community Center to return me! God is really an awesome God lah!!

God is so real, and all I need is just have faith that my God is able! (:

2008-12-19T02:08:00.001+08:00

GOD IS JUST A PRAYER AWAY :)

:))

2008-12-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

Such a sporty week :)
Went to swim yesterday and cycle today! LOL
Yesterday was a Jurong Day for me manxz!
In the morning, I visited my grandma which is at Jurong West.
Then I went to some Toh Guan road building to service my handphone.
After that, I travelled to Boon Lay Mrt Station to meet everyone.
We went to somewhere near Pioneer to swim. It's only 80 cents and its almost ALMOST as exciting as wildwildwet. Just that , if you din wearing swimming costume, you can't play much but to stay ard the playground pool! HAHAHA.
After that, we went to JP to eat and to watch Movie. That ChiWaWa Movie is realllllllly nice and cool. It's a bimbotic show! It's really very cool and funny.
Today was exciting, went to visit clara and huiqi at the hospital. Clara look so much taller, omgoshxzs! Hui Qi look like she is feeling much better :)) Woots~
Then we went to East Coast Park to cycle. It was pretty cool! Cycling from almost one end to another end! HAHA. There was Guo Xiang, Wei Liang, Felicia, Mabel, Huishan, Huimin, Jorine, Andy, Linus , Viknesh and me! :) Exciting day man!

CS weekend :))

2008-12-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

Whatever the results, KHC is still the best team to me manxz :DD

Whoa, just came back from church. HAHA, it has been a long time since I blogged right after I reached home. But well, just felt like doing so!

My holidays are really a hundred times more exciting than manymany people :))
Stop rotting @ home and join me manxz! :D

HOHO, today service was awesome.

Not what others have, but what YOU have.

:)

2008-11-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

"We do not have to pray to God with great eloquence. When we pray, we might stumble and stutter, and have a hard time praying, but so be it. God is interested in our heart. God can take our inarticulate prayers and bring them perfectly to the throne of grace. So with that in mind, speak boldly and in submission to God, tune out the fact that you're standing before an audience of people and just say what's on your heart."- Quoted from some yahoo website.

Christianity is not that complicated man! It's just a relationship with God. Don't know why the people outside are getting so complicated. So thankful that I'm saved manxz! :)

Holidays ruleeeeeee :D

2008-11-26T01:28:00.003+08:00

Oh man! I wish that time will just stop at this holiday. I'm enjoying it totally, and I don feel like going back to school to see that all my chinese test gets 0/100.
This year, a year w/o scholarship. Oh man, I wished I did better. Money is so impt to me now!
I feel like working but I'm 15, limited to Macdonald, which they are not hiring! And somemore need to go get jabbed. THIS IS MY LAST HOLIDAY.

Had a powerful week at Asia Conference!! :)))
Combine service with C3 band was awesome manxz!

When Pastor How talked about his vision, I just feel so much for it. It is lives, its about heaven and hell. This generation will be won over for Jesus Christ!

I'm running with this very same vision :))

Whoaaaa, MY LIFE IS SO WONDERFUL. HAHAHA.
Well, but I'm constantly trying to pray for 30 mins but...
I always repeat a sentence for more than 10 times. Try harder, pray more!

BERYL 10.0! HOHOHO! Wo Lai Le!

For Audrey to seee :)

2008-11-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

START!
Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
Yeap!!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Nope!

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Nope!

4. What is your current dream job?
Hmmmmm....

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I'm already in love with Jesus! ^^

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both!

7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?
Yeap! If Jesus can, why not me! :)

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?
I don't like anyone..... so this won't happen!

9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
Hahaha yeah! When I see people encounter God! HOHO!

10. What takes you down the fastest?
When Satan appears into a scene! but tis okay, God will still save the day ^^

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Someone taking responsibility!

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My Pastors, leaders and my parents! And my brother, Dick! <3

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
Everything, anything. I don't know.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich! LOL, I'm too young to get married anyway!!!

15. What your favourite colour?
WHITE

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
All? Don't understand..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That won't happen man! HAAH

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I guess I will, but it definitely takes time.

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
Erm, I won't. I mean, girls don't confess, do they? HAHA

HSM3

2008-11-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

This dance is so beautiful!

HOHOHO!

Yolanda, Felicia and Mabel make it so hilarious manxz!

Powerpacked week!

2008-11-10T01:55:00.002+08:00

WOOHOOOO!! We really ended this week with a BANG!
HAHA! Whoa, its just so inspiring. Everything!

Yeah, please regret that you din come!! Hahaha, just kidding!

Thanks Clara, Joreen, Weiling and Audrey for that bear!! :)) I'm really touched man! And really thank you to whoever who wished me happy birthday :D

Anw, what I'm really looking forward to, is for Pastors' birthday card :)))
That's the best present or wishes I can get manxzxz :))

Woohoo~ Pastor Kong is really amazing manxzx! I'm soso impacted by his sermons!
He REALLYREALLY made our faith go up a WHOLE NEW LEVEL.
That very moment, I knew I broke through manxz!

HOHO! My holidays are really gonna be exciting manxz! If you're feeling bored, just tell me! I'll make sure you won't feel bored @ all manxz!

Okieeeeeeeeee! Loving my CG very much! Loving my Pastors and Leaders too!
Loving people , Loving God!

<3

2008-11-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

at the end of the day, it's just all about You!

God is just so real, can't you feel it? He love us so muchsoso much, that includes YOU. Yes YOU.
Argh, those who din come for Nick Vujicic reallyreally REALLY missed out. I know it doesn't help or make anyone feel bad or whatsoever by writing this but I just really can't express out how awesome was the service other than saying it.

What do you see in MRT stations? People who are not that bad compared to Nick Vujicic. Sometimes they even have hands and everything but Nick Vujicic is really amazing, he IS amazing.He is so complete on the inside and is definitely happy about who he really is. He is really a man who loves people. He really is amazing! I'm really inspired by him. God reallyreally impacted his life. You can never find someone w/o hands and legs as joyful and contented as Nick Vujicic is. That's because Nick Vujicic trust God in everything. Whoa, I can't imagine myself w/o limbs. Nick Vujicic is really a living testimony manxzd!! I respect him, totally!

Love God, Love life, Love people!

NICK VUJICIC :D

2008-11-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

Nick Vujicic, a man w/o limbs. Aren't you amazed? He can use the computer and he can swim. He's really amazing! I'm so happy because he is coming to my church on 4th and 5th of November to share about his life testimony. Do you want to hear his life testimony too? I'm sure you will definitely be inspired!

:)) Combined Service was really amazing!

2008-11-02T16:29:00.002+08:00

"Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life" - Corrinne May's song , Scars

2008-10-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

Truly, there are so much more to life.

Hmm, ponned school just to pon dance. Zane tye wants to kill me already.
Say NEVER to dance!

I had a wonderful day today.

Days w/o dance are always wonderful.

2008-10-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

say NO to dance!

LOOK AT THIS MAP! DOES IT EXCITES YOU? :)

It's like maplestory having new roads, streets and places lah! HAHA.

exams are over, not ):)

2008-10-18T02:25:00.006+08:00

Elephants are conquering my mind.
I guess I just got to let go & let God.

:))

Christianity is not a religion that is like a self-improvement program or whatsoever.
We never believe in changing on the outside in but from the inside out.
It's all about the condition of our hearts. We may do actions that are horrible, but at the end of the day, God gets hurt not because of the actions that we have done but because of our hearts.
I'm not saying all christians are perfect, but we try to be more and more like Christ. The only way to change is not about changing our actions but instead changing of our hearts. Only God can give us a heart surgery. That's my God I'm talking about :)

Hahaha, I feel random, but thoughts are just running through my mind.
I feel that many non-christians thinks that christianity is like some self-improvement program, but well, it is not at all.

Christianity is also not about "where will we go after we die". Because does it really matter to us, singaporeans, who are already suffering so much in this fallen world ,just like as if we are in hell? Hahaha. But I'm absolutely happy because I know that heaven have a place for me :))

Christianity is just simply having a relationship with God and walking in His ways.

I am so glad that I'm a christian now :)

Examinations ):)

2008-09-09T22:32:00.004+08:00

):) use this emoticon when you donno whether you should be happy or sad. lol.
Actually it depends on how you see it ~

Think back again. Time really flies eh?
Before you know it, I will be taking Os already.

STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!

but continue loving God.

Hohoho :) Nights!

where would I be if not for love, if not for grace.

2008-09-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

Serving You for all eternity~

2008-09-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

Clinging to the cross, I'll follow You :)

Saturday- My day started crappy like mad. Realised I lost my wallet AGAIN. Overslept in bus and missed my stop , cab to church, late for usher training. But God turned my day around :) Service was awesome. Knew Audrey, she is really funny man. She has a funky tutor. Hahaha.
After dinner, went up to church and chiong Pastor How's present. Finished it and gave it to Pastors at like 12am. No last bus, so share cab and cabbed home. $7.50 each. Quite worth it eh? Hahaha. I love my life manxz! I will not change my life for any other things in this world.
Sunday- Went to cozycot bazaaar~ Auntie's heaven man. Free gifts like siao :) Hahaha. Went for service and enjoyed every single bit of it. Oh my mama, there's school tomorrow~ Can you believe it?

Rawrrr~

Holidays rule!

2008-09-06T01:21:00.004+08:00

Last saturday & sunday - Went to church and chionging pastor's present until 11pm++. Hoping we can catch our last bus :D
Monday- Clara came my house in the evening. Got shock of my life when zhuolun told me got chalet the next day.
Tuesday- Go chemistry. Was late but Chia Su May din care, so I don care either ;) Went to Tampines mall after that. Showing off my meatless finger to everyone. Went to chalet and watched some funny videos Jian Ming showed us. Then we slacked the whole day. Then we had worship session. It was cool to the max because I really miss worship sessions :) God spoke and I heard and felt His love. I guess everyone was renewed after that. :)
Wednesday- Oh my MAMA. Woke up like at 6.30pm for school? Went to school and was late again. We went to comp lab. Oh my MAMA. It was so super duper cold. I keep falling asleep when pei yi and kar yee keep laughing at me. Sorry manxz. I slept at 4pm. Don blame me. haha. Went to church and do pastors' presents. Hahaha. Went to MUSTAFA with Yo, Vik, Hui Min and Alvin :) Reached home at 2am. Oh man, MUSTAFA really have anything and everything. You can even find a rat man. HAHA.
Thursday- Wah piang. Had to wake up @ 8.30am for tuition. Feel like dying. Went to church after that and had heartfest. Man, it was cool. I was in-charge for the hair towel. That means they had to make their hair as tall as possible with the help of gel and hairspray. Cool manxz. Also there was HUMAN foosball. ITS HUMAN not the foosball , foosball. HAHA. Went to clementi to bring ABI, VIK and the double A to my house for CG. CG was powerful. The presence of God was so strong and everyone just enjoyed dwelling in His presence. In Deuteronomy it says that God has choosen us and we are His treasures. He have made that choice thousands and thousands years ago when He was willing to die on that cross for me , you, him, her and everyone of us. What is our treasure today? Have you made your choice? My choice is whatever God treasures , is my treasure. That's why we love people. After CG, Yolanda stayed over my house.
Friday- Yolanda left, I slacked a while and went to church to Pastor How's present. Charmaine is awesome lah. She is the only one who reached there on time. She is the only one who treated everything seriously. She rule manxz. Hahaha. Had a lot of fun. There was this KO night thingy that was held in church by CHC. Some dance school thingy. Lol. Was pretty cool. Met a new friend, Calistine. She has a unique name manxz. You all got to know her, she is super friendly. :)

I enjoy every bit of my holidays.. I hope you did too :DD

Andy's house

2008-08-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Marilyn came my house and ate my mum's spaghetti~

Went to Andy's house. Which also includes Benny's house and Mervin's house.
Watched them play credit card monopoly. Woohoo. It's pretty cool :)
Watched a bit of Narnia and the wardrobe.

Benny is super zai in audition manxz!
Audition changed really a lot. Its so cool now~!
HAHA.

Exciting day :)

12AUGUST :)

2008-08-12T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone :)
Check out the post last year during 12AUGUST! Hahaha.
It was when I first blogged about heart of God church. :))
ITS ONE YEAR :] WOOHOOO~
But actually I went to heart of God church on 11AUGUST I think :D
Time flies and I am so excited for the years ahead.
I never knew stepping into this church will change my destiny :D
I am sure the years ahead will be much more exciting :)

:D

2008-08-10T00:28:00.003+08:00

Friday
Woke up @ 7am and realised I haven't shower. So I decided to pon school because it is just lame to go school for 3 hours. Then, I woke up @ 10.30am and I laughed to myself. I had an amazing day man :D I studied until 3+ and went for CG :) It is so cool as we had it in a tent! Like 17 people squeezing inside you know! The tent is only big enough for 8 to12 people but we manage to squeeze in 17!! Amazing man :) It was really squeezy but that's really something that I'll remember forever :D because I know we will never have CG in the tent ever again already. Woohoo :D Then we went for BMI! Hahaha we did the auditorium :D Cleaning church is the most exciting thing man! We had this new machine that is quite cool :DDD I played with it and realised that it kinda difficult to push! HAHAHA. Can train my muscle :) Loveeeeeeeeeeee my church manxzx :)

Saturday
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY :D
Woke up @ 9am and wash up and left house @ 9.40am and went to my very absolutely cool church :D
Hahaha saturday , sunday? The only place to find me is in church lah! Woohoo~ I'm so proud of it :D Had discipleship class with Ivan, it really made me feel more priviledge to be in heart of God church :) Also, I am really to enlarge so bring it on! :) After that, ushered for zone F service. Zone F service was really amazing. Lynette preached about our purpose in God and that we should stay focus on our purpose that God gave us and not lose sights of it. It was awesome manxz :) During the transition from zone F service to prayer meeting, it was really a rush. It train us to have more sense of urgency. We had to add 450 chairs in like less than 30 mins. We managed to do so anyway :) Ushered for prayer meeting and main service. Service was really awesome when Pastor How preached about having God-consiousness. It was really powerful as Pastor How preached. We just need to be in the same frequency as God. It's really a powerful sermon. Want to know more? Ask me for the sermon disc :D Today's service was really really powerful, because God touched my life all over again.

I am serious about God :) This is what I pour my life into :D

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUANBIN SEE :)

Marilyn came my house :)

2008-08-06T20:06:00.003+08:00

MARILYN HAVE A BLOG!!
HTTP://WWW.TANGLES-OF-PASSION.BLOGSPOT.COM

LINK HER NOW AND FLOOD HER TAG BOARDDDDDDD :))

Hahaha. Today dance was hilarious when marilyn came :D
She and her puppet moves.
Sheri almost cried because teacher kinda force her to split. [ Please don't kill me for this :D]

After dance, dear marilyn came my house and we ate dinner and had sushi. Never knew she can eat this much do you? HAHA.
After that she showed me fix's photos :DD He in his hot pink pants :D
WOOHOO~ haha!
She then made that absolutely cool blog :D

STUDDDDDDDDDDDDDY :)

byebyebye :)

FOP :D

2008-08-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

Ushering for FOP is really fun manxzxz :D
I just think ushering is so cooool :D
It's quite tiring though. But its nothing compared to the leaders because they only slept a few hours only.
I'm so excited for FOP later.
Parachute band's new song was super nice lah!
FOP was just awesome :D

Its so cool to realised that the only thing that is within our control is ourselves.

hahaa.

Lastly,
Sharon loves me.
HAHA!

byebye!

2008-07-24T23:13:00.005+08:00

school is so ~~boring.~~ fun!

@ least I'm listening in class nowadays :)

I had a lot of fun today at How Teng's house today :)
We baked 200 almond cookies :)

Don't judge a book by its cover. This cookie taste really nice :D
Simple and nice :D

ISHOULDSTUDY
& you should too :)

Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done on that cross for me.

2008-07-17T02:04:00.004+08:00

Last weekend had been a blessing to me :)
Discipleship class was awesome..
We got to always work with what we have and never look at what your neighbours have.
It just makes me want to treasure and not take everything I have for granted.
Stop complaining and treasure what you have :D

AE was cool too :D
Let us all start to love learning now! :D

Awesome manxzxz. God is just so amazing in my life :D hehe.

The future is going to be really amazing :D I just can't wait to see it! Woohoooo~

HAHA. Now its 2:17AM and I have chinese test tomorrow. I haven't even touch yet.
I feel cool! LOL.

I'm so energetic manxzxz. Why? because my dearest sister mabel hong treated me starbucks.

It was so cool because today/yesterday was the first time I tasted starbucks! HAHA

I love my sister manxzxz. [ better be touch when you see this! ]

Alrights! Good night!

:)

2008-07-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

I've learnt so much this weekend :)

Only people with faith can do big things.
It all goes back to having faith :)

Besides all these, I am so blessed with manymany things too :D

I want to have the mind of Christ; I want to be a spiritual person.

Woohoooooo :)

<3

2008-06-18T01:37:00.001+08:00

My new blog song is so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Reaching for You
I can't believe the way
Your love has got a hold on me
Each morning I wake to find You near
You lift me above my fears
And set my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You

And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart
You are my all consuming fire

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You

Oh manxdxd. I don want this holiday to end!

God loves you whether you like it or not :)

2008-06-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

You are the same yesterday and today and forevermore!

Prayer meeting was coool to the max :)

Envisioning.......

Nights!

Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-06-10T03:42:00.002+08:00

Went to sentosa with my family today!

Underwater world is not exciting! HAHA. But the stringrays were cool.

I think the only thing that I lovelovelove most was the dolphins!
Of cos lah! God's creation leh.

I love my dad and my mum and my brother manxzd..

:)

I have an interesting life! Do you?

PGSM preview

2008-06-07T00:59:00.004+08:00

I lovelovelove it manxd.

Pastor How was/is/will always be coolcoolcool!

PGSM preview was awesomeeeeeeee with an exclamation mark!

I love PGSM. I love the culture. I love the environment. I love the course. I love the principal!

Alright :D thats all for today!! It has been a long day :)

Signing offf...

Beryl,
that girl that fears God :)

I'M SO CRAZY FOR YOU JESUS!

BMT

2008-06-05T00:22:00.003+08:00

I'm getting ready :) Basic Ministry Training !

I will remember to run back to my water-stops everyday so that I will not run dry :)

I want to be like Moses. I am going to wait on God every single day. I want to meet God face to face, just like a friend.

Amen.

100th post

2008-06-01T23:53:00.004+08:00

servant-hearted.

I'm inspired. I'm amazed. This feeling is so indescribable. I'm amazed on how the leaders are so servant-hearted. I never knew but today I realised. Usher ministry is not like any other usher ministry. I know that it is a life-changing ministry and a ministry that usher people into their destiny.

Have you ever wondered , or are you just in your own world?
I'm amazed by how God can change someone's life around.
Every person you see on the street tells another story of their life.
A story that you can never imagine. A complicated one.
Because all have experienced many things and go through different things.

A complicated life can be made simple through Christ Jesus.

Insecurities can be overcomed knowing that we are His children.

Pride can be humbled and hearts can be softened by His love.

My God, truly is an awesome God.

Many thoughts are running through my mind.

Its so obvious that life is more than what you seee. You think everything happened just like that? Don't leave this earth w/o tasting the love of God .

I feel that nowadays people may be .....
Pretty but insecured.
Cool on the outside but timid and insecured on the inside.
Special and unique but inside you are just like others.

Are you like that too?

I don't know for you. But I feel that God is so real. And I love that song "God is real".

TIME IS SPINNING AROUND
THIS EARTHLY GROUND
IS CRYING FOR A REAL LOVE
THE WORLD KEEPS MOVING ON
RELIGION'S WALLS
THEY BIND OUR SOULS FROM SEEING

YOU ONLY YOU CAN SAVE MY SOUL
ALL MY BROKENNESS MADE WHOLE

GOD IS REAL TODAY
HE'S THE ONLY WAY MY HEART SAYS
GOD IS REAL TODAY
MY ROCK OF FAITH, COME WHAT MAY
I (STILL) BELIEVE IN YOU
I (STILL) BELIEVE IN (YOU)

HOPE IT DRAINS AWAY
THE NEWS EACH DAY
TERROR GRIPS OUR MINDS' EYE
FAITH IT REACHES OUT
FROM HEAVEN'S GATE
GOD'S IN CONTROL AND ONLY

NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY
HIS HAND MOVES EVERY DAY
HIS POWER ECHOES THROUGH ETERNITY
HE'S MARCHING WITH HIS SAINTS
HE'S POURING HEALING RAIN
IN ALL WE STAND ON THIS ETERNAL FAITH

:)

Lastly, Pastor Tan is cool and he is super anointed. I respect this man of God.

:D

2008-05-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

It is so clear that life is so much more than what it seems. think.

Oh no, I am so tired.
but its okay. I'm tired but HAPPPPYYYYYYYYY :)

Had buffet just now. My stomach is still bloated.
Wooots :D

Indiana Jones and The Kingdom of the Crystal Skull was coooool :)
The whole movie was quite funny with abi's and clara's laughter. HAHA.

;D

I love my interesting life! :)

I'm excited for secondary school camp :D
Get ready for a super awesome blogpost :)

I'm still a precious child of God. Amen :)

:)

2008-05-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

i'm in the world but not of it!

I'm ready to ATTACK :)

My life is interesting as you can see :)

I love my God and I pray that one day you will love Him too! Amen! :)

Cool day!

2008-05-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

excitingly, i met jianfeng today.

danceeeeee :)

2008-05-16T00:00:00.003+08:00

hahaha.
tell you something :DD
I was late for dance today because of chemistry and obviously chemistry lesson is more important.
So me and marilyn went dance 40 mins late and the instructor was already not very happy , it became worst when we ask if we can go eat recess. She was so funny. After marilyn explained to her about why we are late and that we should have recess then after that I just walked away with marilyn happily to eat recess. Then the instructor stopped me and ask why I never explain about my part. ZZzz
so i said ,

beryl the cool : but the reason is the same , I think it will be quite funny if I repeat it.
instructor : no, i don't think it is funny. I am not laughing. I'm fuming.

LOL. marilyn almost laughed. so hilarious! :)

I hate dance in newtown. I don't like how they force us to dance and everything and use TERROR TACTICS on people who want to quit dance.

Oh whatever mandzddx.

hahaha. I still prefer dancing for my spiritual mother, Pastor Lia :DD
Im gonna dance ballet for 2 beat of 8 counts. So interesting :D 听妈妈的话!

I love my life.

I will never regret what I did today. NEVER :)

I think the whole thing just made me bolder[not rebellious]! :)

HAHAHA.

Anw chatted with marilyn peabrain :)
I WENT TO HER LONG LOST BLOG.
SO FUNNY. She refuse to let me tell you guys what is the url :)

& she is gonna make a blog sooon..

COMEON LETS SCREAMMMMM :) EXCITING.

:) RED RAIN is still making me excited manxzd!

exams are over :D

2008-05-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

did i mention that exams are over?

smile :D

:)

2008-05-04T02:10:00.002+08:00

My new blog song is absolutely nice :)

NEW DAY - Red Rain
Bridges have burned
Mountains have fallen over
I see a new day dawning,
dawning over me
Sorrows have come and gone
Gone in the wind that's blowing
Washed in the rain that's falling

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King
Pouring over me

Don't be afraid
Don't let your heart be overcome
We all have those days
They will pass and lead us to to our promised land
Trials they come and go
Run to the truth you know
Let faith rise within your soul
Every night and day

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King
Pouring over me

AI conference :)

2008-05-03T03:17:00.001+08:00

I want a pure and simple heart.
That pureness that you cannot find it outside this world.
I want to fear God more than I love God!!!
& also I want to do well in school to glorify Him :)

New town's core value :) Self-discipline.
Apply greatly to me. I'm 100% true newtowner. HAHA :D

AI conference was awesomeeeee :)
I feel like being an adult now so that I start some business :)
But actually God kind of gave me the source to start doing something now :D

I love my life. Though it is exams period but I still really love my life.
I feel so happy and I want to do so many things :)
I feel happy that I know what I am doing in life and I know that I have a cause to die for.

I know that even if everyone in this world turn away from me, my God will never.
:)
Yes, I am very sure of that.

I'm so happpppy now! Do you feel my joy? :D

Philipians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Yes I can. When God say you can, you definitely can. Because He is God :D
HAHA. I think it is so coooool :D

Lastly, Dr. Clemen Chiang's bungalow at Sentosa Cove is pretty to the max.

:D

Come on beryl hong, you still got to study!
HA HA.

:D

2008-05-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

The rain will be red on 24th & 25th May 2008 :)
Curious?
Keep 24th or 25th May 2008 freeee :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOBLE BOSS :)

2008-05-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC NOBLE BOSS!

:D

MYE :/

2008-04-28T10:57:00.000+08:00

I will attack my subjects :D

Starting off with a little prayer that will bring peace to my heart :)
My God is an awesome God.

I'm still a happy man :D

BYEBYE :D

Happy Birthday Pastor Lia :D

2008-04-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

I love Pastor Lia!! :D

She is so anointed. I love her and I want to be like her! I want her anointing!!

She is always loving people , always faith-filled and she is always carrying the presence of God. I want to be just like her!

Her love for her mother touched me . The love that can be felt when you're around during Pastor Lia's birthday celebration. It is indescribable. But you just know it, its purely LOVE.

I love hoGc and everyone there :) I love pastors. I love God. & I know that my God is a good God. I trust in Him in everything, be it good or bad :) For I know that He have a plan for me, His beloved precious daughter! Amen? AMEN! :D

I thank God everyday for wonderful pastors , leaders and an awesome house of God that He have placed me in :) I will never ever leave His house :D

I am a happy man!

Happy Birthday Pastor Lia :)

:D

2008-04-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

I WENT TO PLAY DOTA AGAINST THE COMPUTER [NORMAL MODE!]
I STILL WIN ((:
BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY :D

hahaha :D

dance was killer today. rawr.

:D

IM RUNNING AFTER YOU :)

2008-04-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

I don't care what people will say,
I'm running after You!

:DDD

Hahaha.. Today wasnt really exciting with the pranks..
The most exciting part is when Jamie came to school :)

HAHA :D

and she got scolded from yang meh meh for wearing slippers -.-

HAHAHA so cooool :D

:D

2008-03-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

ATTACK :DDDDDDD
come on!! I'll be dancing to schooooool (:

:D I changed my blog song <3

My current favourite :D

:DD

2008-03-28T10:19:00.000+08:00

My God is indeed my comforter :D

Sometimes all I can do is say a little prayer.

:)

Mug mug mug.. cup cup cup...
I hate studying but got to start working hard :(

I'm gonna glorify Him :D

Come on, if you think I have stopped DotA-ing then you're wrong okay :DD
I'll never give up :)

MUGGING :D

2008-03-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

RAWRRR. I hate school keep giving us test and we don't really have time to study other subjects when there is this certain test. I wanna study for MYE LAH :(

ASK ME OUT TO STUDY OKAY :))

Muggging starts now :(

ARNOLD'S CHICKEN :D

2008-03-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

I wonder...
What is my core?

YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY :)

Went Arnold's chicken for dinnner :D
Delicious :) Love it manxdz ..

:D

DotA is really addictive. [ though I don't play it like how xuanbin gang plays it] cos thats crazy :D

I have gottttta play it only when I'm freee lahxzd.

Hahahaha I busy woman leh :D

<3 good night.

EASTER SUNDAY :)

2008-03-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

THE EARTH IS CRYING FOR A REAL LOVE.
but I am glad that I found mine in Jesus Christ :D

Today's usher duty taught me something new :D
Thinker not robot (:

:D Bet you don't understand. [Thats the point]

Well, life is getting better [ excluding school] :D

HAHAHA. DOTA is getting fun-er , though as noob as ever -.-

I can't believe its sunday.. which means that TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL.

hahahaha.. My life is interesting.. And I love it :D

This post sound so summarized. HAHA. well .. cant help it.

I hate having long post :D

BYEBYE :D

:D

2008-03-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA KOH :D
though you might not see it :D

FOR NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE, WITH YOU WHO IS LIVING IN MEEE :)

Today was quite cooooooool :)
My sister, mum and brother came church.
Well other than my mum, they all love it :D
Peiyi love it too :)

The balloon sculpturing is coool larhxzd.
HAHAHA.

and my brother likes yolanda. SO EXCITING HAHA.

<3

During worship, there was a short clip from the passion of the Christ.
Tears started coming out. It just touches my heart deeeeply.

:DDD

:D

2008-03-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA :) I'VE CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN.
The ugly part is the picture >>> that is repeating lah.
haha. Cant be bothered anyway. Just wanna bring life to this blog :D
I wonder if anyone would even read it la. Maybe got secret admirer. HAHA CAUGHT YA.
okay I'm like super lame -.-

Today is super amazing lah.
Pre-Easter celebration is super fun :D
They have awesome games and food :D
There will be a lot a lot of card games and board games.
Also got air hockey lah. so coool.
The photo booth is damn zai also :)
The coolest thing is KTV, HAHA.
Its so coool :)
Tomorrow is gonna be cooler :D
Got face painting and balloon sculpturing :D

Anwwww. I kinda learnt DotA's basic already ? :D
I'm gonna be a MAN :P
Ahhh tests and exams are coming :D

Anw I saw cherie's oldoldold blog. Her latest post was posted on 2005 -.-
But saw this super coool song lyrics :

In Your hands
Sometimes my prayer seems so empty
Your voice seems so far away
But in my pain I see You molding me
You are the potter, I'm the clay

Chorus:In Your hands,
For every storm there is a reason
In Your hands,
There is a time for every season
Though my tears may fall,
You hold me close
And love me through it all
In Your hands...

When the clouds form all around me
I know the rain will bring new life
With every trial just keep molding me
As your plan unfolds before my very eyes
You turn my weeping into dancing
You give my feet a place to stand
You will not turn away the asking
Even when Your ways are hard to understand

This song really impacted me :)

ahhh the song "refuge" is ringing in my ear!

My God is a living God.
He speaks.
So beware :D

BYEBYE :D

SIGNING OFFF [I'M BEING LAME]
BERYL HONGHONG :)

HI I AM BACK

2008-03-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

COME ON MANZD. IM CPR-ING MY BLOG.
HAHAHAHA.

Im so sad :(
Holidays are over... and recently I am always zi-highing cos im still decieving myself.
HAHAHA.

AND IM GONNNNA PLAY DOTA!! WOOOTS.
COME ON, IM GONNA OWN YOU :D

sian i cannnot stand it, i sound so irritating. zzzzz
NIGHTSSSSSSSS :)

2008-02-24T20:49:00.001+08:00

periodic law

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2008-02-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (((:

p.s If you're gonna read this post, better give me hong bao first. ((:

HELLLO!

I am a berylhongbao :D So i can offer myself to you :D
Also I'm the best offer anyone can ever offer :DDD So feel honoured!

Today is the daaaaaaay((: Money is gonnnna rolll into my pocket :DDD

Ahhh but I'm not reallly feeeling welll. I'm tearing now due to a stupid flu.

NEW YEAR EVE 6TH FEBRUARY

Happy Birthday Steven WAN! =))

Went to school like so late. Wanted to meet Marilyn and HuiShan @ 7am. In the end, Hui shan came at 7.10am and still me and marilyn haven't reach. Hahaha. Had performance today. So yucky. I had to pin up my fringe = super ugly LAAAAAA. and the lipstick was like so red!??!

Okay after that went to tiong bahru with marilyn and huishan. Then desmond was also at tiong so he came and find us. HAHAHA. and he laughed at my pinned-up hair. IRRITATING.
Anw at tiong , I almost died while eating that super hot noodles laaa. I drank marilyn's drink, huishan's drink , my 2 drinks. It was still hot. Oh manzd. Anw marilyn and huishan is just retarded!!! I cannot stop laughing when I'm with them laaaaaa. HAHAHA.

After that wanted to watch KUNGFU DUNK [ HUISHAN PLEASE DON'T CRY ].
Actually I should have watched it because its like today not alot people watch cos they thought it is coming out on 7 feb. HAHA. so frm tmw onwards, its gonna be fully booked lar. Its my bf , Jay Chou lei. Like DUHHH? AHHHAHA

And i think that L is still the most handsome one. ((:

After that I went home and slept :))))
Slept until 7+ , my parents call me wake up go grandmother's house.
It was so exciting!! HAHAHA. There were like so many nicenice fooood ((((:
And my uncle bought a window vista laptop. RAWR. I WANT TO OWE ONE LAPTOP TOO :D
ALSO!! Zi Xuan IS SO CUTECUTECUTE ((((: HE WAS SUPER ACTIVE. HE IS LOVE ((((:
I CANNNOT TAKE HIS CUTENESSS =))

my brother oni knw how to play my ds zzz.
HAHA. den we went home :D

Then me , my dad and my brother cleaned the car. It was damn funny because I was quarreling with my brother for that sponge! I mean sponge is so much more exciting den cloth! HAHA.
So after that we went home and me , my sister and my brother "BAO HONG BAO" HAHAHA.

So exciting :D Okay that's my day. exciting right :D

and thanks marilyn for your plannnner ((((:

ANYWAYYYY..

HAHAHA, I got this photo from Jie Qi because this picture reminds me of STEVEN WAN!

AS YOU KNOW HE OWE ME A PIZZAHUT TREAT ((:

- How do you show that a picture paint a thousand words?

It can be shown by the picture above,that pizzaman looks like steven. He look sad because he have to treat me pizzahut :DDD

HAHAHA!

PICTURES:

Make-ups removed (((:

Too fake to be true :D

I SAID L IS HANDSOME :D NOW YOU BELIEVE ME RIGHT :D

HI! MY SUPER ACTIVE COUSIN, ZI XUAN :D

HE WAS SHOWING US HOW SUPERMAN IS LIKE ((:

HI SUPERMAN ZI XUAN :D

THAT'S WHEN HE IS SHY :D
HE SAID THAT HE ALWAYS GO SCHOOL LIKE THAT.

SO CUTEEE ((: [just like me ]

COME ON, YOU CAN DO BETTTTER! :D

XI SHUA SHUA XI SHUA SHUA :D

GO!!!

PEACE AFTER HIS SPRAYING JOB :D

HAHAHA FUNNY MODELS.

Post dedicated to TAT UNCOOL :D

2008-01-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

TAT UNCOOL hitted my head four times before she alighted at commonwealth!
TAT UNCOOL eat so little, which is good cos i can steal the rest of her food!
TAT UNCOOL go toilet so fast.
TAT UNCOOL feels dead because I told her she's dead.
TAT UNCOOL loves me!
TAT UNCOOL IS HIS MONKEY. HAHAHA!

Ignite 08

2008-01-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

I love hoGc. I realllyreally do (:
I can only be myself when I'm there.

Pastor Joakim is so funnnny. I mean his jokes are so funnny.
and he's really awesome and cooooool (:

&& also I am gonna lift my staff (:

SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS (:

I love schoooool now (: For some reasons :P
but I hope what I said will not fade away after nxt week. hahaha!

HELLLLLLLLOS (:

2008-01-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

Basicallly school started and that sucks badly.
Dance , tests and homeworks are reallyreally filling up my life.

& this year, life is gonna be a lot different.

taiwaaaaaaaan :D

2007-12-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

Go taiwan "duo zai duo nan" lar. Like more than 3 bad things happened?
It's gonna be a super long post. and I doubt anyone would read. Wahaha.
It was not fun? The only fun part is shopping wahahaha.
ITS SUPER CHEAP OK! I spend like only 90 bucks for 1 jeans , 1 shorts , 2 shirt , 1 belt and 1 short boots. ITS SUPER CHEAP la.

Day 1
Took SIA but I slept throughout and that sucks. I din eat the food la , and din play the tv games or watch movie. The clouds are the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen.Its like candy floss :D Super prettttty!!! Its like HEAVEN! ITS SO PEACEFUL AND SWEET AND ITS INDESCRIBABLE! Its so preeeeeeeettttttty! Its really very prettty. I bet heaven is a hundred time more pretty. I cant imagine hw pretty and peaceful and holy its gonnnna be. Because the clouds are SUPER PRETTTTY. Oh welllllll, taiwan trip really sucks. We shouldnt choose tour la. Should just go take free and easy cos I oni wanna go there to shop :D Thats the oni fun part. Blah... Reached taipei. I couldnt believe its so unexpectedly rundown? Or like I thought it was "HIGH TECHONOLOGY" kinda country.Went ximending straight after that, din buy anything.I cant really rmb what happened that day but I knw I slept at TA SHEEE RESORT. Some 5 stars wierd resort.My tour guide , tina , tuna or thinner , claims that the "LIU XING HUA YUAN" came here before. Oh whatever. I went the hotspring and its super HOT.
42 DEGREEE CELSIUS LEI. DAMN HOT. Thats the first day :D

Day 2
Cant rmb where we go, some colourful garden. Blah blah blah. I seriously cant rmb and don wanna careeeeeeeee.
Slept at janfusen prince hotel :D Damn sexy lei. Got pala pala one. Its " REN YAO" which means boy change sex to become girls then they very sexy den have some concert for them..
zzz...

Day 3
Went to janfusen theme park early in the morning. So pathetically me , shu juan and my sis oni played 3 games. G5 , the rocket shot and the floorless coaster. Omg la. SUPER SCARYYYYY.
The G5 is like 90 degree downwards into a big black hole and I almost died playing that. The rocket shot , actually I donno wad name it is called but its super scarrrrrrrrry. AND THE MOST SCARY ONE IS THE FLOORLESS COASTER. ITS LIKE SO LONG AND THERES NO STOP TO SCARINESS. I MEAN IT GOES ROUND AND ROUND , UPSIDE DOWN NON STOP. zzz So sian.I cant rmb where we went after that? Then I don remember what happened except that we stayed at CU hotel. So lame. The hotel gets cheapskate-er every day.

Day 4
I DON REMEMBER AGAIN. Went out of taipei to hualien and BLAHBLAHBLAH.I stayed at some funnnnnnnny donno wad shuai hotel.

Day 5
Went jiu fen den went wu fen pu and we only got ONE DAMN HOUR TO SHOP THERE. Me , shujuan and my sis RAN LIKE CRAZY. We really ran la. So funny. Den I bought 1 shorts and 1 jeans from there. There cannot try ma so like abit scared wrong size. and that stupid auntie insisted that i wear M . After that I went to Taipei 101. It looks super cheapskate with the blue lights on outside zzz. Their stuff are so expensive so I din walk ard.. I oni tried my shorts and jeans there. And I couldnt wear that damn "M" jeans. So like me and shu juan cabbed back to wu fen pu leaving the tour people behind. Like we chiong like hell. The taxi uncle was super friendly :D I need return to taipei 101 @ 7.30pm so we really chionged. We reach there before time. And the people there not happy that we cab back and assumed that we will be late. So annoying. They started gossiping wen me and shu juan sexily appeared infront of them! Wahahaha

Day 6
Today is the worst day ever! My dad because went to some feng shui thing den spend SINGAPORE 600 DOLLARS ON A STUPID DAMN STAQUE.
Me and my sister was so shocked. SIX HUNDRED BUCKS. Please la. That annoying pig person who like talk about feng shui is so rubbish. SHE TELL EVERYBODY THAT THE JAY CHOU'S DONNO WAD "ZHOU DONG" IS SHE GIVE THE NAME ONE. SHE INDIRECTLY SAY THAT JAY CHOU GOT FAMOUS BECAUSE OF THE NAME SHE GAVE HIM. PLEASE LA. Everybody knw hw the name came and its definitely not frm her??! Somemore shujuan is jay chou's NO.1 FAN MAN!
So this is the 1st sad thing.SIX HUNDRED BUCKS LEI. AND SEEING HW RETARDED PEOPLE ARE BY RUBBING THE TUMMY OF SOME OVERWEIGHT BOTAK. After that we went to meiramar! Donno hw spelled. WHYWHYLOVE'S MAIN SCENE-ING PLACE :DDDD I REGCONISE MANY OF THE PLACES. SO COOOOL!!! But the bad thing is ... because we were running out of time and my sister is queueing for the cashier so me and shujuan very urgent need go pee so we say we go toilet first. den we waited for my sis. I scared she lost so i went in to find her and cannot find her so i went back to find shujuan but she is not there. So like i ran back to the bus thinking that they went back alrdy. But shujuan wasnt back. I was so shocked. and my auntie was scolding me . I din bring my phone down thats why we all got separated. So happened that my cousin was with my dad. So like everyone got a black face after that incident. 2nd bad thing zzz. After that went to the most COOL PLACE, SHILIN NIGHT MARKET. Go there eat the plain ma you noodle zzz. I DIN GET TO EAT THE XXXXXXL chicken la. Cos alot people den no time zzzz. THE MOST SCARY PART IS THAT SUDDENLY PEOPLE WENT TO PROTEST. DO U KNW HW SCARY IT WAS? I MEAN LIKE SO SUDDEN. I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT IN SINGAPORE. THEY ARE JUST NEXT TO ME PROTESTING... ZZZ SO PIG. So scary. 3rd bad thing. Then after that I DIN GET TO BUY LOTS OF STUFF AND END UP WITH 2100 NT LA.
While my sis finish her money alrdy. and shujuan left 1000 nt. They all happy but I not happy!! wahahaha

Day 7
went back to singapore through SIA , I watched hairspray and the rat show zzz. and I ate like every single thing frm the airplane. awhahaha.